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Has fights. Has trust. Has faith. Has tears. Has hurt. Has sweet smiles. Has genuine laughter. Has weird, stupid, unnecessary arguments. Has patience. Has communication. Has secrets. Has jealousy. And most importantly, love. This is all just a mess that turns out beautiful & an experience that can never be forgotten.
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My body is aching. My heart is burning. My eyes are crying. My hands are shaking. My back is in pain. and I am effing hungry. What a best way to start your 5 day vacation. But still, because of love, im forcing myself to stay online. Keep my eyes open. Brace myself from the pain and stop myself from crying and wait for him. wait for him to reply to me.
Well. It is a “general cleaning day” meaning im tired. but. I actually rested and gained my energy. But then all of sudden, when this person whom I love got mad, all those tiredness came back. Right now, It feels like i haven’t slept for years. For short, I feel like collapsing. The last thing that i ever wanted to happen is he getting mad at me. but oh well. Wonder why i’m always sad? its because i’m stupid. I create my own effing sadness.
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Dahil masakit ang ulo ko ngayon at feeling ko mahihimatay na ako sa sobrang antok. Gusto lang kitang makasama at makatabi. Kasi siguradong mawawala agad ang sakit ng ulo ko at mas hihibing na ang tulog ko kasi alam kong andiyan ka sa tabi ko. Sa mga panahong ganto, ikaw lang ang gusto kong makasama. Isang halik mo lang sa noo ko, tanggal lahat ng pagod ko.
We went to my favorite hotel restaurant after salah because yesterday we didn’t get to celebrate my birthday because of some technical difficulties. HAHA. well anyway. at least I celebrated it today with my family. I really enjoyed it because I was with my cousins, who keeps on greeting me. which is soo cute. :”> And sweet in a way.
Thank You Lord for this day. :)
Shine down on me.
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Today is my birthday. I should be happy right? I should be all smiles because I’m celebrating the day that I was born. But I’m not. Well, Half of this day, yes, is happy.
Yesterday, Daryl and I waited until it’s 12:OO am. Kinda like a countdown until 27. He waited and he greeted me Happy Birthday. I thought it will be a happy one. I was so touched with what he told me. And I’m so glad that at least he somehow made my birthday “happy”. After chatting, we talked on the phone for 11 minutes. It took us 11 minutes just to say good night because of my childishness, of being stubborn to end the call because I still want to hear his voice because we can’t be together during my birthday. He really made me smile today. I went to sleep with a smile because of him.
I woke up this morning at 6:OO because I have to get up early to go to church to thank the Lord for having me live another year. On the way home, I guess this brought me sadness today because I saw a black cat. But I’m not that superstitious so I just ignored it.
I spent the other half of my day thanking those people who greeted me through facebook and text. Even though I know, some of them don’t know me at all which makes me smile because they still greeted me which is kinda sweet. I’m so blessed to have friends who are always there for me and love me all though sometimes I get so annoying and crazy, and a cry baby.
I really appreciated my sisters wall post for me. I didn’t realize that I’m such a big help to them. I am so glad that they are always there for me to lean on. I love them so much for making me happy in times that I’m sad. Thank you for your wall posts sisters. I love you both!
I called my lolo today. He forgot that its my birthday. You may think that I shouldnt be sad because he’s already old and he might just forget it because of old age. But my lolo’s not like that, he still has a good memory, he’s still strong you know. That’s why It made me sad that he forgot. And then my relatives didn’t come because of a “situation”. They are the only relatives I have here in Bahrain. but I guess they’re busy?
This is another day that I’ll wake up with a smile, and sleep with a tear in my eye. But anyway. Thank You Lord for this day. :)
Today is the distribution of cards. I woke up early because I have to go with my mom to school. We didn’t wait for too long because there was no line.
I’m am so disappointed on myself right now as much as my mom. This is the first that I’m not in the top. I don’t know how i’ll feel because I know it is partly my fault for not taking things seriously. I can’t regret anything now because I know nothing will happen. I’m so sad. I feel so down. This second grading, I will really do anything or everything I can for my grades to get high.
It really is an epic day. This morning, the love of my life, Daryl surprised me with two cupcakes with a candle on top of it for my birthday. It’s advance actually, but its because on my birthday there’s no school so we wont be able to see each other. So he just greeted me in advance. I really appreciated what he did. A LOT. because it was actually my dream. I told it to him and I wasn’t expecting him to do it in real life. So It actually made me happy because of that two cupcakes. and FYI. The candle is color green. HAHA. Though this afternoon my feet hurt, It was like I have cramps. But anyway. At least my day went well. I think.
Thank You Lord for this day. :)